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MAss Updates

2010-06-08T00:34:00.002+08:00

I realise I had forgotten abt my blog since uni studies... i dunno y but seems like for certain parts of the year I suddenly lost contact wif the world (Thanks to CS3215 and the sucky team) and maybe the hectics days of performing freshmen orientation camp.

For some reasons, I seems to try very hard to forget whatever has happened to me for past few yrs.. maybe its coz there's too much stuff going on till I cant concentrate what I'm doing, YES TALKING abt been a GOD and indeed yes I AM, going to sch at 8-10 am and staying all the way till 2359 hrs? Man, i really forget abt the time i spend, its just like what a fren told me: NUS Computing students never got a chance to see the sun.

Also damn tt lecturer, I'm not given any HYP at the end thanks to your delaying of time and your selfishness!!!! haiz shall not mention abt HYP anymore again.

Anyway, i realise I hab lost touch with a lot of frens and ppl, like Alvin, Vincent, Woei pERNG(Though I see you at sci busstop occasionally), really wishing for the chance to meet you guys back.

Kudos~

TIme flies...

2008-07-22T02:30:00.003+08:00

I guess i hab been preventing myself to do blog updates.. coz everytime when i wanna make updates i will definitely write sth abt myself.. and i hate to think thru myself..

I hate to find out faults in me, and perhaps avoid reality becoz i know i'm not perfect. I jus wan to be an ordinary person. I may be tough but I'm not emotional stable perhaps. As always, nothing good will come to me. Its a fact! And i hab always been the "nice" guy helping every1 out yet not expecting any return. But heaven is always making fun of nice ppl, gicing them more shit, dun grant them gd wishes.

I'm lost sometimes yes indeed I'm lost to myself. I always realise i hab so many things to learn from life.Life is so unpredictable. Well sometimes maybe i being mean to others maybe in talking (Its not on purpose, but rather its unintentionally); perhaps due to my living environment and grow up environment. I dun wan ppl to get bullied partly in a way. I had a tough time since young, everybody is like out to against me. Y? Coz they r not happy wif me? I dun really noe.I'm the target for everything. I do well ppl also jealous nv do well ppl also look down.

Just like being in OCS, its supposed to be a proud moment, or maybe how abt the days i tried to do well for poly? Maybe only my mom and dad r pleased but not others. can u imagine if i didnt do well? I'll still get squeezed out. Maybe i hab fight too hard for my recognition and effort but actually I just wan to be an ordinary person.

Oh ya did i mentioned I hate traffic light games? yes indeed. I was forced to rem alot of past things. It did seems like i was at fault most of the time.. maybe most of it is coz i dunno human relation beri well den. its like wat ppl say 我不会做人. But i guess nobody noes that i been reflecting on myself everyday becoz i hate to cause other ppl life miserable. i can say i'm changed but i have no prove and nobody noes too.

I met a new fren online (Thanks to hans) but i actually doubt how long it will last... its not tat person's fault jus tat i think i'm being too random again and WEIRD that ppl might avoid me. Nobody likes ppl who r so random and weird, cause tis is 1 of the reason for a person to be miserable/worried though tis is also a reason y ppl r interested in random and weird ppl (they come out extraordinary stuff wif gd quality =X). But being random and weird can also be a form of showing out my courage too. I guess not everybody is so courageous to do take tings in ur hand and do it out.

As what tat person claim, online and reality can be fake. its true maybe i kinda gd wif typing but not when it comes to reality. I'm more of the Zhuge Liang quiet quiet and observe ppl kind (I'm not saying i'm wise ok). Even if you hab faults i also wun comment on it unless i really cant take it anymore.

Anyway life goes on, I jus wanna apologise if I hab caused you some problems. Stay cool everyone till my next moment...

Blood on the Risers

2008-03-15T22:19:00.000+08:00

American paratrooper song from World War II: Blood on the Risers

He was just a rookie trooper and he surely shook with fright,
as he checked off his equipment and made sure his pack was tight;
He had to sit and listen to those awful engines roar,
"You ain't gonna jump no more!"

Gory, gory, what a hell of a way to die,
Gory, gory, what a hell of a way to die,
Gory, gory, what a hell of a way to die,
He ain't gonna jump no more!

"Is everybody happy?" said the Sergeant looking up,
Our Hero feebly answered "Yes," and then they stood him up;
He jumped into the icy blast, his static line unhooked,
And he ain't gonna jump no more.

Gory, gory, what a hell of a way to die,
Gory, gory, what a hell of a way to die,
Gory, gory, what a hell of a way to die,
He ain't gonna jump no more!

He counted long, he counted loud, he waited for the shock,
He felt the winds, he felt the clouds, he felt the awful drop,
The silk from his reserve spilled out and wrapped around his legs,
And he ain't gonna jump no more.

Gory, gory, what a hell of a way to die,
Gory, gory, what a hell of a way to die,
Gory, gory, what a hell of a way to die,
He ain't gonna jump no more!

The risers wrapped around his neck, connectors cracked his dome,
Suspension lines were tied in knots around his skinny bones;
The canopy became his shroud; he hurtled to the ground.
And he ain't gonna jump no more.

Gory, gory, what a hell of a way to die,
Gory, gory, what a hell of a way to die,
Gory, gory, what a hell of a way to die,
He ain't gonna jump no more!

The days he'd lived and loved and laughed kept running through his mind,
He thought about the girl back home, the one he'd left behind;
He thought about the medics and he wondered what they'd find,
And he ain't gonna jump no more.

Gory, gory, what a hell of a way to die,
Gory, gory, what a hell of a way to die,
Gory, gory, what a hell of a way to die,
He ain't gonna jump no more!

The ambulance was on the spot, the jeeps were running wild,
The medics jumped and screamed with glee, rolled up their sleeves and smiled,
For it had been a week or more since last a 'chute had failed,
And he ain't gonna jump no more.

Gory, gory, what a hell of a way to die,
Gory, gory, what a hell of a way to die,
Gory, gory, what a hell of a way to die,
He ain't gonna jump no more!

He hit the ground, the sound was "Splat!," his blood went spurting high,
His comrades then were heard to say: "A hell of a way to die!"
He lay there rolling round in the welter of his gore,
And he ain't gonna jump no more.

Gory, gory, what a hell of a way to die,
Gory, gory, what a hell of a way to die,
Gory, gory, what a hell of a way to die,
He ain't gonna jump no more!

(slowly, solemnly)

There was blood upon the risers, there were brains upon the chute,
Intestines were a'dangling from his Paratrooper suit,
He was a mess, they picked him up, and poured him from his boots,
And he ain't gonna jump no more

Gory, gory, what a hell of a way to die,
Gory, gory, what a hell of a way to die,
Gory, gory, what a hell of a way to die,
He ain't gonna jump no more!

The chorus can also be sung in this 'uncensored' version:

Gory, gory, what a hell of a way to die
With a rifle up your ass and a bullet in your eye
Gory, gory what a hell of a way to die
When your balls hang lower then your paratrooper boots

Gory, gory, what a hell of a way to die
With a rifle in your hand, and you're falling through the sky
Gory, gory, what a hell of a way to die
He ain't gonna jump no more!

The final chorus is (rarely) changed alternately to:

(solemly sing)

They placed him in a blanket, then they laid his soul to rest
They notified his next of kin; his funeral was the best
And on his monument of stone they scribed this little verse:
He ain't gonna jump no more

Gory, Gory, what a helluva way to die
Gory, Gory, what a helluva way to die
Gory, Gory, what a helluva way to die
He ain't, gonna jump, no more...

Or:

Beautiful streamer please open for me
Blue skies above me and no canopy
I counted ten thousand, waited too long
Reached for my ripcord and the handle was gone

Gory, Gory, what a helluva way to die
Gory, Gory, what a helluva way to die
Gory, Gory, what a helluva way to die
He ain't, gonna jump, no more...

双面人 / 郑伊健

2008-03-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

双面人 / 郑伊健

郑伊健-友情岁月MTV

2008-03-08T23:55:00.001+08:00

郑伊健-友情岁月MTV

心如刀割 / 郑伊健

2008-03-08T23:52:00.002+08:00

心如刀割 / 郑伊健

TATA~~

2008-03-02T02:14:00.003+08:00

52 words

Speed test

sometimes do proj also must depends on who u r working wif.. its best if they are sync to u and provide the best team player approach instead of being the team leader and ordering approach. thx

Life

2008-01-24T00:47:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I find that it is so hard to look through my life.. I mean i cant seems to look through it and i seem to got stuck at myself.. my own limits... my own "good-luck" ... well things have not been going smoothly for me I guess, that's why i felt very down maybe I should cool down and take things at a time.. but I guess I'm really sux.. in everything I gotta admit it.

Everything seems so complicated for me. I..

NO more TUTORIAL slot

2008-01-22T11:55:00.000+08:00

Argh... its happening to me again.. I have no more 2301 tutorial slot again and i gotta pick some no lunch break slot just like my last sem. ==" damn upset la.. y issit always happening to me.. I wonder y i choose NUS in 1st place then i can avoid all these already.

Y NUS? coz of the promise I make years ago in USA... there was this little girl... very upset (kena rejected by some guy)... I guess subconsciously I dont really want her to be sad and i tell her lets go NUS hahaha and she kinda agreed... Guess i did it.. but i don't think she rem abt this now...so many years already haix... maybe all these years she still haben forget abt tat guy either too... --"

I hope I'm able to see you in NUS soon though i don't even dare to dream anything now... ( I hab serious insomnia =P)

UPDATE UPDATE

2008-01-05T01:24:00.000+08:00

Haha.. Really PAISEH ar.. Damn busy doing alot of stuff... Help ppl advise computers?

This is my Proof

I guess the PC is ok now... Thx to Mi(BHB). okok Beside that i also went to learn driving. haix, think alot of comments from BBDC instructor. I pulled all kind of stunts that u would hab imagine. Especially the last training while doing U turn, I keep striking kerbs, scratch the car, stall engine, whatever u can think of, u name it. Even the teacher comment "nicely" that I'm not fitted to drive. i can tell he's damn scare of my driving.

Went to watch couple of movies too:

Legend - Nice story and plot but bad n lousy endings. I tot Will Smith will survive and go to the mountains.

Chipmunks the movie - Nice show, hilarous and i really enjoyed watching it.

National Treasure - Exciting show that thrills me all the way till the end, though the things about Resolute desk secrets, president's book seems beri unbelivable to me (maybe its coz of my age.. too old to be fascinated). But i manage to went home n wiki info abt the resolute desk and stuff and it makes me really wan to hab tat grand desk wahahah.....

Finally completed my ff9 after so long.. n i started touching ff8 again.. dunno y but guess i haben grow up yet haha..

Attended my cousin's wedding on 23 dec.. quite bored for me, coz it seems beri dull and I have absolute no business there except to eat only..

The sianess in me
Getting more fedup waiting for food
Coke or beer?

New Year Eve kena pangsei by junior sia... NB... if u nv dressed up nicely den dun go drink lor... simple as that, u wan can go buy canned drinks and sit down at tiong bahru and drink. THE FACT IS PPL ask u go supper u can SAY NO what.. its obvious u r materialistic, ppl got car den u just go lor.. n still tell me the shit abt even u nv go supper u will go home by 11pm.. 操你妈的 dun treat me as a 3 yr old kid... when it comes to identifying "smokers", I'm 1 of the best guys around OK!!!! All i need is to engage few times wif u I noe le.. Anyway my conclusion is that u changed... to worse and I'm really sick of meeting shit ppl nowadays... U wan to maintain relation, u better buck up more than u can ever done!!!!!!!!!!!!

At least my old army comrades toks abt loyalty... we meet up on 26 Dec @ central mall, hab dinner at fisherman wharf, den went to B2's pub(he's working there as bartender). Met a few 陪酒女郎... seems like no 1 likes the china ger and NEO LIKES LAURA lolz.. wahahah.. still keep sabo say she stare me.. like her say so la.. go screw her up man!!!

okok i meet neo again just ytd when i misunderstood that he broke recently when he actually broke 6 mths ago =_=".. Went to MOS but no much ppl was there (too early) so we went to B2 pub again (coz neo hinted to c laura). NB keep sabo me sia.. lucky ppl dun hiu us liao... heard from B2 that she hab been home by many customer these few days... wonder if she's doing a trade sia... Went back to MOS.. 操 so many ppl suddenly.. but trance music really not our chinese kind but malays.... saw a pretty ger inside but she was like drunk badly.. n she keep staring over.. maybe coz she's dead drunk that she can only stare... lolz... anyway after that went to MAC hab supper den walk home wif B2 while Neo took cab home... B2 mention abt Laura's dubious backgrd.. well i gotta admit la.. she dun really look malay lor(more like chinese).. n i got a feeling that she's hiding something to protect herself.. God bless u then..

Neo, B2(Ah Kai), Me(Cliff)

Finally i actually spent some time making my NUS website.. gonna be the kind of website that has a 1 stop service for me myself haha..

Adios!!!

Wow

2007-12-01T19:11:00.000+08:00

Heard a loud crash few days back when it was raining heavily. I went to take a look and realised it was an accident. A serious one INDEED....

The taxi crash into the lorry

The crashed vehicles hogged the road

The vehicles went on to hogged the road, causing inconveniences to all other road users. The main reason is because of the lorry driver calling for police and refusing to destroy the evidence(hahaha). But in the end, he made way and park his vehicle along the side. Hows that for a news reporting during exam study. =)

This is Cliff reporting non-live news.

Ching Family

2007-11-26T23:48:00.000+08:00

Ching-Family-Crest

Damn 97

2007-11-26T21:33:00.000+08:00

Seems like I'm having some problems wif bus 97. Damn You haha!!

Switch (Bus Incident){

Case1: ok on 23Nov, I wait for bus 97 at the usual Shenton way bus stop @ 0815 for ET1000 exam and INCREDIBLY the bus took around 30 mins to reach which is @ 0840. Alright fine, but who knows when the bus is 2 bus stops away from the NUS, the bus GOT stuck and couldn't move; no matter how hard the bus driver step on the pedal, it just couldn't budged and I was already late.

Result: Late for exam 10 mins

Case2:On 24 Nov, i took the same bus 97 again this time in the afternoon. Having the pain of the cruel lesson from yesterday, I make an attempt to wait for bus earlier. I board the bus, but to my horror later, the bus driver was a "speeder". He simply just "dash" his bus like "chiong sua", got into numerous "close called" accidents with cars @ vivo city. I thought I was riding on a coaster roller. T_T What have I done to deserve such punishment.

Result: Got freaked out during EG1108==> Lost of exam combat capabilities.

Case3: Riding the same old bus 97 again. Giving up on the bus already. I ended up late again today from the lack of bus in the morning AGAIN.

Result: 15mins late for CS1101X and sit on the wrong table. Lost 18 painful marks from lost of time.

Conclusion:BEWARE OF BUS 97!!!!!

}~~Over and Out.~~

ok finally here's the best scorer for my webby games. Since he send his pics to me i promised to make him honor roll LOLz.

Congrats HANS. You WON

Killer Questions to be Set

2007-11-23T16:06:00.000+08:00

Instructions: Answer all questions. Begin immediately. Time limit: 2 hours

Biology: Create life. Estimate the differences in subsequent human culture if this form of life had developed 500 million years earlier, with special attention to its probable effect on the English Parliamentary System. Prove your thesis.

Chemistry: Reproduce from memory the entire periodic table with all known values of physical constants to the limits of their uncertainties. For each element, discover enough new properties to correspond to each Greek and Arabic letter not in current use as symbols for physical constants. Use your data to formulate a new theory of science.

Cosmology: Define the universe. Give three examples.

Ecology: From readily available starting materials (i.e., "I think, therefore I am," and hydrogen), devise a total synthesis of the planet Earth down to the most subtle chemical detail. Discuss barriers that you would encounter in carrying out this synthesis and how you would overcome these barriers.

Economics: Develop a realistic plan for refinancing the national debt. Trace the possible effects of your plan in the following areas: Cubism, the Donatist Controversy and the Wave Theory of Light. Outline a method for preventing these effects. Criticize this method from all possible points of view. Point out the deficiencies in your point of view, as demonstrated in your answer to the last question.

Engineering: The disassembled parts of a high-powered rifle have been placed on your desk. You will also find an instruction manual, printed in Swahili. In 10 minutes, a hungry bengal tiger will be admitted to the room. Take whatever action you feel necessary. Be prepared to justify your decision.

Epistemology: Take a position for or against truth. Prove the validity of your stand.

General Knowledge: Describe in detail. Be objective and specific.

History: Describe the history of the Papacy from its origins to the present day, concentrating especially, but not exclusively, on its social, political, economic, religious and philosophical impact on Europe, Asia, America and Africa. Be brief, concise and specific.

Medicine: You have been provided with a razor blade, a piece of gauze, and a bottle of scotch. Remove your appendix. Do not suture until you work has been inspected. You have fifteen minutes.

Music: Write a piano concerto. Orchestrate and perform it with flute and drum. You will find a piano under your seat.

Philosophy: Sketch the development of human thought. Estimate its significance. Compare with the development of any other kind of thought.

Physics: Explain the nature of matter. Include in your answer an evaluation of the impact of the development of mathematics on science.

Political Science: There is a red telephone on the desk beside you. Start World War III. Report at length on its socio-political effects if any.

Psychology: Based on your knowledge of their works, evaluate the emotional stability, degree of adjustment, and repressed frustrations of each of the following: Alexander of Aphrodisis, Rameses II, Hammuarabi. Support your evaluation with quotations from each man's work, making appropriate references. It is not necessary to translate.

Sociology: Estimate the sociological problems which might accompany the end of the world. Construct an experiment to test your theory.

Extra Credit: Find the answer to the question of life, the universe, and everything.

Song of the Swords

2007-11-21T00:42:00.000+08:00

A song/poem by Fred Saberhagen's Books of the Swords novels. Each parts of the poem describes the name the special powers of each of the Twelve Swords of Power. The pros and cons of the swords are hinted in the poem.

THE SONG OF SWORDS

Who holds Coinspinner knows good odds
Whichever move he make
But the Sword of Chance, to please the gods
Slips from him like a snake.

The Sword of Justice balances the pans
Of right and wrong, and foul and fair.
Eye for an eye, Doomgiver scans
The fate of all folk everywhere.

Dragonslicer, Dragonslicer, how d'you slay?
Reaching for the heart in behind the scales.
Dragonslicer, Dragonslicer, where do you stay?
In the belly of the giant that my blade impales.

Farslayer howls across the world
For thy heart, for thy heart, who hast wronged me!
Vengeance is his who casts the blade
Yet he will in the end no triumph see.

Whose flesh the Sword of Mercy hurts has drawn no breath;
Whose soul it heals has wandered in the night,
Has paid the summing of all debts in death
Has turned to see returning light. ==>~~Woundhealer~~

The Mindsword spun in the dawn's gray light
And men and demons knelt down before.
The Mindsword flashed in the midday bright
Gods joined the dance, and the march to war.
It spun in the twilight dim as well
And gods and men marched off to hell.

I shatter Swords and splinter spears;
None stands to Shieldbreaker
My point's the fount of orphans' tears
My edge the widowmaker.

The Sword of Stealth is given to
One lonely and despised.
Sightblinder's gifts: his eyes are keen
His nature is disguised

The Tyrant's Blade no blood hath spilled
But doth the spirit carve
Soulcutter hath no body killed
But many left to starve.

The Sword of Siege struck a hammer's blow
With a crash, and a smash, and a tumbled wall.
Stonecutter laid a castle low
With a groan, and a roar, and a tower's fall.

Long roads the Sword of Fury makes
Hard walls it builds around the soft
The fighter who Townsaver takes
Can bid farewell to home and croft.

Who holds Wayfinder finds good roads
Its master's step is brisk.
The Sword of Wisdom lightens loads
But adds unto their risk.

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Tough Life

2007-11-18T09:58:00.000+08:00

Haix, just when I thought its finally over; realized that exams is coming up. 1108 so damn hard sia. Perhaps going to uni makes me finally realise my limits in studies, or am I not up to it!?

Life's been pretty busy (in studies) and i guess i must have been isolated to this world. Seems like i haben done anything much and anything useful. must hab been a lonely guy wahaha. argh after my exams here are my to do list.

1. Clean up my room (damn dirty)
2. Jogging / Swimming
3. Shop for clothes
4. Catching up with friends
5. Find back my old self (I doubted myself recently on everything)

k Chao~

Say NO??

2007-09-09T15:59:00.000+08:00

要我怎么说不呢。。。要我怎么把这个放下呢。。。

或许沉默是个答案。。。或许也是个没有。。。

The voice that has reached... the thoughts that didnt........

2007-08-19T19:25:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. been too long nv update blog.. ok here goes...

Havin a busy life now... stress yet seems meaningful.. wonder hows B2 n the rest of C4 guys.. hope they r all ok and fine... hmm been too pressured by alot of thing recently.. perhaps needa break.. cant breathe yet still wanna to dive in somemore...

I'm a funny person sometimes.. but I'm glad that I made the choice of changing lanes before i got into some accidents few days ago.... hope this serve as a lesson for mi.....

Thx weiyong.. best buddy as being my driving advisor!!!

Cisco Interns Outing

2007-08-06T01:08:00.000+08:00

Went out wif the Cisco interns today to eat some vege buffet.... not bad but the location is so damn weird and i had nv been there b4.. den we decided to go to SUNTEC to catch a movie... and of coz i was arrowed to ride on alvin's bike...(luckily its my 2nd or 3rd time riding on his bike already)... den we decide to watch perfect stranger.. hmmzz.. dun realy understand some of the parts in the show but it turns out to be some psychotic killer movie haha... and the ending really makes me wonder if I hab been spotted by any1 doing crime or not =PpP.

Maybe there is... Maybe there's not...

Hot Saturday..

2007-08-05T00:54:00.000+08:00

Went out for Jianhong's birthday.. hmmz meet a lot of old GESS ppl. I must sAY that i hab really nv get in touch with any gessians.. saw Sherwin after so many yrs and we hab some toks on some of our old frens.. heard alot of new hidden techniques that ppl did in clubbing and also some stunts that "some ppl" did or tried. I must say I'm proud of u all... no matter how much u all feel low-pride in doing all those stuff... but this is growing up.. there's bound to be times that u did some stupid or embarrassing stuff but that does not mean u all r bad or having some ill-intent.. Cheers!!

What a GUARDS day...

2007-07-27T22:30:00.000+08:00

Went to meet gene n storeman kenneth today at Tampines Mall.. hmmz time flies.. i was happily toking to them about their posting.. but who noes ended up i RX a letter today from Armed Force saying I'm posted to XXX GUARDS BN as BOSO i was totally 0.0... wat fish r they toking sia.. out of the blue they pull me out from a infantry unit to some unit i nv learn of their structure b4.. worst part is they wrote sth in the letter : "It is a testimony of the faith and confidence SXX has of your demonstrated capabilities ..."

I mean how crap can tis be when i nv did any outstanding work myself... When did any stuffs that i did that was recognised by my "Bosses" (though occasionally rx some words like thanks all this)??? When did i was officially announced of the hardwork that i had done for the whole unit?? When did sby came as a true fren n tok cork wif me or sincerely praise me that i actually did help them out n sincerly grateful for the things i tried to help though its out of my reach sometimes?? I mean I even rx comments like i'm not being a fair person, I'm a slacker n haiz.. nvm its all past...

Anyway still kinda excited despite that... since going there y not take Guards Conversion Course? change my blue beret to khaki 1.. seems nice..

==>

PS: paiseh to my OG grp nv go outing wif u all.. timing too pack 4 mi le today... jialat b4 tat some guys claim some of the memebrs always not there.. now den i not there.. seems like it will nv be a complete OG grp members outing liao... =X

ITs FATED...

2007-07-17T22:03:00.000+08:00

Was bored n stress today.. its 1st time I'm stressing over something that I always feel that I'm good at.. well if you see how many questions you cant do for Maths naturally you will be panicked also... Well i guess its fated if i failed.. i get to learn more stuff anyway... I'm actually worrying i cant cope haha... its fated... I leave it to you DESTINY... you always choose the right path for me when the time comes...

hmmz.. jus now i saw a gess ger keep staring at me while going to buy liquid paper... later on i think i saw my gessband junior Rain perhaps? (Not sure anyway) and it happened that the sky is still RAINING... its really a coincidence having to meet her under such condition if its realli her wif her name matching the environment hahaha (not sure though... I wanted to call her out when i see her but i feel its weird to do so having to say hi suddenly (I'm well known to make ppl frightened by saying simple hi or sth)... but I'm glad she seems to be remembering me if its realli her as at least i noe band ppl nv forgets me...

This is what i call FATE ......

思念

2007-07-13T00:44:00.000+08:00

思念

思念是感人的情怀是珍藏于内心的甜蜜是一种深沉的渴望
思念是心绪不宁时勾起的记忆中的点点滴滴是满怀激情而无人倾诉时对月儿的喃喃低语思念是焦虑的等待
思念是秋雨缠绵时屋檐洒落的滴答声是春风乍起时湖面泛起的微波
思念是盛夏如火的骄阳是寒冬寂寂的夜晚
思念是如水的柔情又如晨曦中缕缕漂浮的雾
思念是梦醒时的迷茫似蓝天下流动的云
思念如醇厚的酒越陈回味就越浓
思念是穿过山涧的风回旋不已无孔不入
思念有如夜空的闪电明灭不定却又震撼心灵
思念是醉人的音乐在淡淡的倾诉中埋着刻骨的柔情
思念是意味深长的诗字里行间融合着心灵的回声
思念是优美动人的风景画每一幅都令人魂牵梦绕
思念是闪光的影集留住的每一个瞬间都是灵魂深处不可磨灭的印记
思念是对爱人的企盼友人的关切
思念是对生活的感悟是家庭的温馨
思念是南国相思的红豆是北地纯洁的轻雪
思念是西域广阔无垠的沙漠是东岸波澜起伏的沧海
思念是江南婉约曲折的小桥流水是关外天高云淡的广阔草场是苗疆连绵不绝的重山峻岭是大地上奔流不息的血脉
思念是人生孤寂时的安慰与寄托是对过去、现在、未来的沟通
思念是悄然间发自内心的颤动
思念是瞬间的无语是无尽的话题

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2007-07-12T21:32:00.000+08:00

SP Archery Club GOD

Went to see Die Hard 4 a while back.. was nice wif some comedy... Perng ask me to back to SP to look at the archery guys.. was wondering if i wanna go or not.. maybe its time to gif them a visit.. feels tired do alot of those stuff.. and i had not been jogging for some time liao.. miss seeing my neighbourhood "ruby lim"--> i saw a ger who looks so much similar to her except that she is much younger i think shld be of JC age bah... hope someday can get to know u..

Shopping Trip

2007-07-05T13:16:00.000+08:00

Dun Mess with Me
I'm the Voice of the Army...

Went out today with Peiwen to shop her clothings.. well i didn't know that I actually really willing to go out this week to accompany her to shop for her clothing and stuff. but anyway I'm in orchard.. yeah the same old place that i have been always walking with her last time.. taka.. wisma & a lot of place to shop for her clothes with her $100 pocket money. i went to Tangs to look for Weite while she went to fitting room.. too bad Weite's not there haiz.. =(

Despite that I managed to see Sue Lynn from the FO Camp Grp 3 "beautifuly dressed" walking in Taka... Tried to wave to say hi to her but remembered that she definitely won't remember me. Tell "IN" Jianhong about it then i realise that they hab GRP outing as well in katong.. haha "IN"is so cool.. hope to go gym wif u soon dude..

Born to be AIRBORNE

Viros Sorcerer Cycling trip

2007-07-02T16:00:00.000+08:00

Today is the 1st time i'm having a trip learning how to ride a bicycle.... SURPRISE right.. so old liao cant even ride... actually used to learn b4.. but as time goes by i really forget the whole skill le.. i made the decision to forget how to ride a bicycle years then coz i find it not really useful to me.. but now it seems i'm wrong abt it..

Well anywae there seems to be some improvement after my OG frens teach me how to ride but more practice is still needed.. otherwise cant go for anymore cycling trip liao =PpP.. had our dinner at parkway parade PP.

Saw a nice ger at the beach while playing soccer and her again while finding the route to PP. tot she will follow us all the way but ended up she n hr frenz walk off from us =(.. Life sux but it goes on... Miss my B2 n Signaller members... Cheerz

I Suck

2007-06-30T21:55:00.000+08:00

Sometimes.. in some moments of your life, you will feel very low and depressed out of the blue.. well thats a lot of reasons for that-> it could be that you are down or it could also mean that you are trying to reflect, you are trying to improve yourself.. a lot of reasons; in fact 101 reasons for you to do that.

Maybe thats what happens to me, with me occasionally feeling depress and sad, thinking that i might be a low achiever whom cant even do a lot of simple things. Can you believe a guy like me in early twenties cant even cycle? A guy of my age who says wanna learn how to drive and yet cant even drive half a yr later, or how about guys like me who's not alert enough to detect changes in my surrounding people.

I feel that there are definitely things for me to improve still, alot and alot and i really wish that i have all the time that i can to repay back all these losses...

Shagged

2007-06-30T12:33:00.000+08:00

So tired from the FO camp tat lasted 4 days.. was fun but boring at times.. know somemore new frens... well guess tats the objective of the whole thing...hab finale nite at yatch club.. SAF again.. the same old place where jing guo got marry...got me recalled on past army dayz when we hab our fun travelling to so many places during our work...

anywae hope everything goes smoothly when sch start...

好闷啊

2007-06-20T21:21:00.000+08:00

大学入学考试就快到了。。可是我再怎么也是力不从心，一直很想做别的事出了要温习。或许像Erwin讲的一样，也许我们真的老了，学习能力便差劲了，也无法读书。我不知道，不知道，不知道，不知道，不知道，不知道。。什么都不想做，好像一个人静一静。

好久以前的光荣

我和旧老板

好生气！！

2007-06-18T20:53:00.000+08:00

没想到我还是忍不住火了。。。。还在为了刚刚发身不久的事儿惹毛了火。。。对阿我承认或许我真的不会说话但这不表示我只会说当兵的事而已。。。他也没有理由把我说得那么扁让我难堪不能下台。。。知己也不是一条武装部队里的一条狗还敢想疯狗一样大呼小觉。。身为军官的你却缺乏变通能力，到处“咬”人。

若不是我在那里一直忍着，我想我一定会当众骂你了。最伤心的事连我认识多年的称兄道弟的朋友也这么认为我是一个只会当兵的事而已。你们也不想想是谁在那里先说那些当兵的事，与其在那里与其在那里自相残杀，不如共同面敌。。。我真得很失望。。没想到认识了这么多年却是白交了。。。。。。

Peaceful ORD...

2007-06-15T02:32:00.000+08:00

Finally after a yr hardship, I've finally ORDed 4 days ago and today noon i went to sent my Dear brother for his enlistment. I must say time flies fast and before i know it its been 2 yrs already.

我现在好像做的事很多呢，只是感觉好累。。真的好象好好的休息一下。这两年来所经历过的事还挺多，有好的回忆也有不好的回忆。对于人情世故也动了许多，还练了一生的评估他人的能力以及他的想法。我真的希望能够重新开始做一个不一样的我，散发出一个性的光芒，让我的历史在这一刻开始写下一个新的，上进的转捩点。就让我用这台北101大楼拍下的照片来结束景天的日记。。。。

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